{"id":7486,"date":"2017-12-08T17:56:00","date_gmt":"2017-12-08T17:56:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gamasutra.com\/view\/news\/311349"},"modified":"2017-12-08T17:56:00","modified_gmt":"2017-12-08T17:56:00","slug":"gdc-speaker-q-a-reclaiming-creativity-in-the-face-of-hardship","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sickgaming.net\/blog\/2017\/12\/08\/gdc-speaker-q-a-reclaiming-creativity-in-the-face-of-hardship\/","title":{"rendered":"GDC Speaker Q& A: Reclaiming creativity in the face of hardship"},"content":{"rendered":"

Laralyn McWilliams is Chief Creative Officer at Skydance Interactive and will be at GDC 2018 to present the talk\u00a0You\u2019re Not Broken: Finding Your Creative Way Through Difficult Times.<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n

Her\u00a0Advocacy Track<\/a>\u00a0talk will discuss ways to recognize when your creativity is affected by stress, loss or other derailing emotions; methods for connection and communication with other creatives; emotional and practical tools to begin to reclaim your creativity. Here, McWilliams gives us information about herself and what she does.<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t miss out! The\u00a0Game Developers Conference<\/a>\u00a0in San Francisco next March is going to be full of interesting and informative sessions like Laralyn\u2019s. For more visit the show\u2019s\u00a0official website.<\/a><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Tell us about yourself and what you do in the games industry.<\/strong><\/h2>\n

I\u2019m a game developer and designer, currently Chief Creative Officer at Skydance Interactive in Los Angeles. I started off in the days before anyone on a dev team had a job title (I was a combo of producer, artist and coder), then became a producer for years until suddenly \u201cgame designers\u201d existed and I knew that\u2019s where I belonged. I was occasionally in a producer role after that, but for the most part my career post-2000 has been as lead designer, creative director, or in company leadership. Along with my design work, diversity on our game development teams has always been important to me, and I\u2019ve written about it several times on Gamasutra.<\/p>\n

What inspired you to pursue your career?<\/strong><\/h2>\n

I fell in love with attractions at Disneyland when I was a kid\u2014I knew I wanted to create worlds. I got my first home computer when I was in high school in the early 1980\u2019s (a TI-99\/4A) and taught myself BASIC. When I first played Scott Adams\u2019 Adventure game, though, my goals solidified: I wanted to create INTERACTIVE worlds. That wasn\u2019t really possible as a profession in the early 1980\u2019s though, and this was the height of the period when tech ads\/culture started steering toward men.<\/p>\n

It never occurred to me to study programming in college even though my freshman year I was an operator on the giant VAX computer system. It wasn\u2019t until after college, working, law school, and a bit more working that I saw Myst and couldn\u2019t take it anymore. I had to find a way to create worlds. I taught myself to make 3D graphics, taught myself better programming in the multimedia software I used for my day job, made a game demo, sold it to Micropose, partnered with a local game studio, and started my own company. This was around 1994.<\/p>\n

Without spoiling it too much, tell us what you\u2019ll be talking about at GDC.<\/strong><\/h2>\n

We all deal with events in our lives that derail everything: events like divorce, death of a family member or friend, layoffs, bankruptcy, or a diagnosis of severe illness. When you\u2019re going through these events, they rob you of your creativity\u2014an essential part of every game developer\u2019s job, regardless of discipline. They can also steal your focus, energy, and self-confidence. My talk provides tools to help you climb out of what feels like a pit of darkness, not from a psychological perspective (although that\u2019s part of it) but from a professional and creative perspective. I really want my experiences dealing with three rounds of cancer to help other developers stay positive, engaged and creative.<\/p>\n

What are some of the biggest challenges you face in your work?<\/strong><\/h2>\n

There\u2019s a reason co-op games are popular and also feel evergreen to play: people are fascinating, challenging, rewarding and unpredictable. Anyone in team\/company management knows that understanding the people on your team and striving to improve both their work lives and their work product is a challenge, but one that\u2019s incredibly fulfilling. We\u2019re also working primarily in VR, and it\u2019s always an exciting leap off the cliff when you\u2019re taking on design for a truly new platform that provides new player experiences.<\/p>\n

What are the most rewarding parts of your job?<\/strong><\/h2>\n

It\u2019s a tie between seeing a team working well together and enjoying the act of creation, and seeing players enjoy the game we worked so hard to build. That\u2019s game development at its best, when you\u2019ve been a part of a group that had a vision and realized it, and that vision can become a part of players\u2019 lives. Ultimately there\u2019s magic in helping to create memorable moments for our players.<\/p>\n

The subject of your talk is incredibly relevant for anyone paying attention to the news in 2017. How do you encourage people who live and work online to feel justified for creating?<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Creation is an act that helps both creator and audience. I believe in the fundamental power and value of pure entertainment\u2013I don\u2019t think entertainment is important only if it has a \u201cmessage\u201d or deeper meaning. Brightening players\u2019 lives with entertainment is, in itself, meaningful. The process of creating even something that is \u201cjust\u201d entertainment is therapeutic in many ways\u2013it gives you something to focus on and escape from the woes of the world (whether those woes are personal, societal or political). Of course, all of the benefits for both creator and audience are enhanced when we put more of ourselves into what we create: our struggles, failures, triumphs, losses and learnings.<\/p>\n

Two great examples are\u00a0Crashlands<\/em>, created while a developer was going through cancer treatments but not directly itself addressing cancer, and That Dragon Cancer, which clearly expresses the developer\u2019s experiences. The bottom line: whether you express your struggles in it or not, the act of creation promotes healing.<\/p>\n

What helped you maintain the drive to be creative as you were dealing with cancer?<\/strong><\/h2>\n

That\u2019s a key part of what I discuss in my talk. It\u2019s really hard\u2013and often impossible\u2013to maintain the drive to create when you\u2019re dealing with a life-changing event, whether that\u2019s cancer or divorce or unemployment or the death of a loved one. I really struggled to even feel creative when I was going through chemo, much less actually BE effectively creative. And that\u2019s OK. That\u2019s why awareness and forgiveness are such an important part of my talk. You need to be cognizant that you\u2019re in a situation where it\u2019s hard to feel the mental focus and freedom creativity requires, and give yourself room to work more slowly and less effectively than you do when all\u2019s well. I share some of the focusing and motivational tools I discovered as a part of the talk.<\/p>\n

Do you have any advice for those aspiring to join your field someday?<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Design is one of the toughest disciplines in terms of breaking in. The best advice I could give is to build stuff, constantly. Actually that\u2019s the advice I give even to working designers. Be fascinated with tools and how other games are built. Get in there, whether it\u2019s with the Elder Scrolls Construction Kit or Super Mario Maker or Unity or Unreal, and try to build something similar to what you\u2019ve seen and liked. Then try to build something you\u2019ve NEVER seen. Build stuff, break stuff, and learn stuff\u2014that\u2019s the core loop of being a game designer.<\/p>\n

GDC 2018 will take place March 19-23rd at the Moscone Center in San Francisco.\u00a0For more information, visit the show\u2019s\u00a0official website<\/a>, or subscribe to regular updates via\u00a0Facebook<\/a>,\u00a0Twitter<\/a>, or\u00a0RSS<\/a>.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

This article originally appeared on gdconf.com<\/a>. Gamasutra, VRDC, and GDC are sibling organizations under parent UBM Americas.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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